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observation de vous;

observation de moi
on isolé tiennent le premier rôle
vous ne savez pas qui vous êtes
j'ai vous ai toujours aimé
mais vous avez pris mon amour pour accordé
parole au revoir

the 4 hearts

an almost perfect lady.

August 2006
September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
February 2007
March 2007
April 2007
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
February 2008
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
September 2008

just because you know what i will say in response to something or because we assimilate into each other's style of talking does NOT mean that you know me. you know that simply because we've talked about the same topic repeatedly and neither one of us is going to change our stand. you only THINK you know me. but your knowledge of me is so minimal and limited in certain areas that are repeatedly discussed about. it's not easy to know someone even if you spend every single day and every single hour with that person. to know about someone is to ask and for that someone to tell. so how can you say you know someone if you don't ask and that someone doesn't tell?

have you ever experienced a "me-day"? just lazing in bed with the aircon on and diana krall playing on the stereo set with a good book and good wine with nothing but a short top and undies on? maybe you should then. just take a listen to the almost nothingness. with nothing to worry about and just to relax and reflect about how life has taken a ride on you with the gods looking down and smiling knowingly at you. when you reflect about your life, what do you think of? the happy times or sad times? who do you think of? the people you love or those you hate? where do you think of? the places you know or those you don't?

ps. it's truly amazing how she's not even existing in my life yet i can let her affect me when after so long she still manages to swipe you off your feet and snatch you away from me. and i believe that it is even more amazing that after all that has happened, i'm still filled with admiration for her. filling me with a tinge of hate for her would probably do me some justice.
my heart's aching
the tears are falling
and you are still not here
you will never be there
or even care
when she's near
your heart belongs to her
whom you cherish so dear
so i'm taking a step away

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I hope my smile
can distract you
I hope my fists
can fight for two
So it never has to show
And you’ll never know

I hope my love
can blind you
I hope my arms
can bind you
So you’ll never have to see
What we’ve grown to be

One may think
we’re alright
But we need pills
to sleep at night
We need lies
to make it through the day
We’re not ok

One may think
we’re doing fine
But if I had to lay it on the line
We’re losing ground
with every passing day
We’re not ok

But that’s one thing
I would never
One thing I would never
That’s one thing
I would never say to you


it's the best song to describe how i feel

- everything's just temporary;
4:59 PM